Missing

Something's missing in my life.
I know what it is, but I'm not sure how to tell others.
I'm afraid of what will be said.
I'm afraid of what people will think.
I'm afraid of hurting feelings.
I love what's missing.
I miss what's missing.
God, please help me.
Tell me what to do.
Tell me what to say.
Tell me when the right time is.
Help me to understand others' feelings when/if this happens.
Please help me, God.
I beg of you.
I'm feeling lost and alone.
I'm feeling just this emptiness.
I know what will fill it...
I long to hear You, Lord.
To hear Your voice, telling me what to do about it.
God, just please please help me make the right decision.
Amen